Was very very very very SIAN DIAO

Totally piss off... cause wanted to go to a poly course but at the end cannot go... why like that?!
Chosen Computer enginneering... Wasnt a best choice but is better than other choice... Wanted to find a good job after my poly... but now i am confused wat i am going to learn... Heard from stella that need to ask Section Head... but think of asking her is already SIAN diao... i dont like her way in doing jobs... haiz... What i can say is that she is new... so dont know alot of thing... Actually quite give up on her liao... Wanted to go for DEC but cannot... Comms Tech only have LIMTED course to go... Why is it like that?! How am i going to tell my juniors?! Tell them better switch course?! Go poly wont have alot of course to learnt.. haiz... totally PISS OFF sia... Haiz.... this is e worst thing i had for my Chinese New Year... juz keep thinking will juz make me feel more more sad... Haiz... Must as well dont care la.. haiz... Life is not for me to control. Just Face it! read in a NEWSPAPER... anyway... now wat i am is not study and work then got income... that is enough for me.. others thing i juz wait to come ba.... haiz...